Fly & Flourish

If you asked me two weeks ago where I think my life was heading or how I am feeling, I would have told you I have a great life with the best partner next to me and I am in love. We were in love. Funny how in an instant everything can come crashing down on you. Your life will turn upside down and you find yourself driving from Texas to Florida all by yourself with your car full of your stuff that you packed in the middle of the night. Driving away from the life you had thought was built with strong foundation of communication, loyalty and love. I drove away from our home with my heart being left behind, tears in my eyes and wondering where it all went wrong. How can life change so fast and now I’m left wondering; what now?

I don’t know where to go from here or where to start from here. The life I had, all gone in a matter of seconds, driving away from the man who is my world, my life, and love, my everything. He became the person, I no longer know. Over two years of being constantly in our lives have become basically non-existent. I love him, I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM.

I wish we never left Vermont.