A betrayal of someone you gave your whole entire heart to cuts deeper than you could ever imagine. I’m sure I am not the only one who has felt this pain before. How do you recover from that. How do you heal your heart knowing that you left it with that person when you had to walk away. Walking away still so in love with that person, is a whole new level of pain. Knowing that the moment you drove off, they already went home to that persons house. Completely dismissing all the things you’ve been through together. They’ve checked out of your relationship together and moved on before you even knew it.
He’s happy and I’m in pain. He fell in love with her, while I was home waiting for him. All the sacrifices we dealt together, the joy, the love, the adventures. The future we talked about, all gone!
How can he move on with someone new so fast and I am here still loving him. Missing him everyday. Hoping that maybe, just maybe this is all just a bad dream and I will wake up anytime soon.
Fly & Flourish 
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